Music Is My Girlfriend

bleedingblackin @ 2004-03-26T18:03:00

2004-03-27T02:02:01Z

i had such a great day two days ago... i took pictures of salad on the ground.
and walked around with an amazing friend lauren taking what we thought were artistic pictures, except i think i was hogging the camera. sry lauren. love u all.

A new day

2004-03-27T01:58:37Z

event:
who cares, as long as im happy.

light seeks its plain path perfectly perpendicular to us

2004-03-21T22:48:59Z

once blue skies turn to black velvet
these eyes of mine grow tired of staring at life.
so close they want,
and close they get.

New Web Site Coming Soon

2004-03-21T22:45:44Z

I design
I wear a scarf
I love people
I love to design
I love my closest friends
I love my cats
I love my girlfriend
I love Bert
I love life.

its ok to share feeings with your own sex

2004-03-18T02:43:39Z

many colors in the homo rainbow
don't be afraid to let your colors
shine
many colors in the homo rainbow
show me yours i'm gonna show you
mine

if you find your pot of gold
then every little thing
is gonna work out fine
in the homo rainbow

many colors in the homo rainbow
pick any shade from black to yellow

many colors in the homo rainbow
warm embrace and a kind hello

if you find your pot of gold
then every little thing
is gonna work out fine
in the homo rainbow

if you find your pot of gold
then every little thing
is gonna work out fine
in the homo rainbow

every single color
every walk of life
changin' sizes
every day and night
from the golden shores of Kansas
to the middle of Japan
reach around your soul
and love your fellow man

many colors in the homo rainbow
don't be afraid to let your colors shine
don't be ashamed of what god made you

///kut-u-up///

design

2004-03-08T04:51:31Z

i fucking rule

Siamese Guns Are Our Friends

2004-03-01T04:04:09Z

exhibit A: the trail of the womb tears the blinking genitalia.

exhibit B: a death leather towel to mop the blood and saliva.
every smile is evidence,
and lifting a proud tentacle his honor howls your sentence
"death to the accused the scum the human menace."

exhibit C: your journal sewn with pony hair and claws.

exhibit D: your cancerous smiles our equations can't solve,
those teeth can't be tamed they can't be proven,
load the siamese gun shoot shoot shoot it!

exhibit E: you're on your knees.
choking on the barrel of the siamese gun!

..god thank you for the blood brothers..

i wish i was a girl so i could wear pink and black stripped dresses

love u val!

dead yet so alive

2004-03-01T02:11:47Z

if ne one wants to be in the emo faggot club
ask me or chris at lunch.

current members ::
reid suitor
tanner wayne
emily tran
chris hanke
and ...
a buncha tanner's mexican friends from AVID

Today I Died

2004-03-01T01:13:19Z

Live. Love. Regret.

i didnt see it in their eyes. do they acually like what they produce, cuz i deff. dont like it at all. unexpierenced moshers make me mad...

bleedingblackin @ 2004-02-27T21:15:00

2004-02-28T05:16:26Z

are you fucking me?
or loving to fuck me?

tie the boats, drop the hands
use this shade to cover your sensiblility,
your ever so hostile. crap. im really bored. and i cant think straight. eventhough im straight edge. straight edge to my wrist. oh shit there i go with my emo self. i need a popsickle. pasta any one?

Regrets Of Yesterday Song

2004-02-01T19:03:19Z

Verse One:
Hope of recovery is lost
We are at our darkest hour
Identities are lost in this meaningless sorrow
This tragic comedy of blood and suffering,
Brings only the hope of an empty man.
Friends turn enemies under these clouds of lust and deceit

Chorus:
Your future, my past
Your hate, my life
Your knife, my heart
Your hands, my blood
Your guilt, my pleasure

Verse Two:
Take your hands to my pulsing heart
Regrets and worries as you bleed from inside
You’ll soon be buried in your guilt,
Trapped in the confusion you created.
Lights out to the life you knew

Chorus:

Verse Three:
Stand down upon my bloody grave.
Seeped through this carpet, my life does run
Look upon the shadow of my former standing self
All of these are just regrets of yesterday

Chorus:

Notes of a Suicide

2004-01-31T00:13:44Z

Regrets of Yesterday

once blue skies turn to black velvet
these eyes of mine grow tired of staring at life.
so close they want,
and close they get.
three paths to take,
yet i cant see faith at the ends of these tunnels.
so cut, cut along this dotted line.
split me into two,
rip me apart at the seems of my wrist.
you told me to make my wish,
because I was on my last breath.
I wished, I wished for death.
and at that moment all i heard was the motionless stir,
the motionless stir of my heart
when i realized that I dont care enough to live.
I bleed black ink to this paper for you.
my rose of life is on its last pedal,
and hope of recovery is lost.

My First entry

2004-01-30T06:30:25Z

>>I want to thank you for helping me
i love it so much, now i can use this to
write all my lyrics and poems down.
best i can freely say what i want.

thank you//+